i have not been on blogger in forever. i know. it really sucks too. i wish i made time for it. i think i should start writing about my personal life on here from now on... i have no idea tho.

this is what has been on my mind everyday:
School/college
Friends
Death/depression

and

Jimmy.
i can't seem to get over all the shit that has happened. i don't have to talk shit on him. the only thing i could say is that he is a mama's boy. and i hate that about him. i really do. and that's why we can't be together. because of his mom.

a month

wow. I'm beat. I'm mad addicted to tumblr.
sorry.
I'm leaving for college really soon. I'm really scared and I'm going to miss all of my friends here. i feel like i won't make any at this summer program thang...

i hate

rhythms. I'm in piano class and we are clapping rhythms. ghay.

and Mr. price is our sub, and apparently we have to have the door open cause the air condition is not working. well lets not open the door cause kids like myself are dying from the pollen and and allergies. flm.

bye.

i haven't

been on here in forever jezze. im sorry im spending my time on tumblr too much.

well things have been better. i preformed at my high school's talent show. i didnt win, but i became proud of myself; which feels great.

well mom is gonna get out the shower soon, and she doesn't know i've been blogging again.

so bye<3