uhm...

i just lol-ed a bit, lol i can't help it. omg lololololol i feel bad okay i have to stop.

so the bunny isn't doing so great but today my mom forced feed him and he's acting like a little kid again:+)

i said that i would hang with at least 19 people : Bill, Emily, Kpac, Kelly Young, Kelly Batman, Brianna, Alyssa K (akay), Amber, Christian?, Panda?, Andrew (bro)?, Hannie, Hugh?, Juice!, Kelsey, Nikki, Sarah Nem, Sarie micpoos, and Cory.

well i hung with Bee, Sarah Nem, Emily, and Kpac so far:+)

i don't think I'm going to hang with Kelly Young over break because Em told me that she's away on vacation... i also doubt that I'll hang with Hugh or Andrew....

i am hanging with Panda and Brit and few other people tomorrow tho... maybe Sarie micpoos also... maybe Cory... i don't know yet about Cory tho...
who knows.

anywhos Christmas was okay... i feel so spoiled. i hate it too. i got a new camera and a tripod, i got an electric keyboard, a wii (which i think was broken! so i think we're gonna get a new one...), a printer.... and a few other things.
i got a TEA KETTLE! sooo happy about that lol!

last night i started moving my room around back to normal-ish, and I'm gonna start putting my room back together lol.

alright well I'm just rambling on about nothing...

imma go now bye.

my fucking school can burn in hell for all i care anymore. i hate this place SO much. i have to redo my research paper for grad project and they can eat my shorts and fucking die. i hate my fucking school, soooooooo much.
die die die.

on another note:

Cory is back and we're cool. I'm still debating on wither or not to ask him to chill... and then again I've been talking to Anthony a lot! he's so cute.
he told me that he smokes crack yesterday lol. but it's whatever. maybe i should go after Cory while he's on probation and i don't have to worry about his drugs....? so yeah.. idk what to do yet.

did i talk about college?! i got accepted to Holy Family and Millersville and Bloomsburg. I'm so happy!

later today i talked to Cory in physc and i said that we should chill over break and i think we are. but i have no idea what we are gonna talk about at all.
and in English i wrote this letter... i don't know if i should give it to him. maybe the last day of school.
i let Kerry, Kelsey, Tatiana, Angela, and Sarah Nem read it. most of them were like WOW. and Ang wants me to give it to him so bad!
I'm not sure what to do yet.

but on the good note, it's break!
i wanna hang with so many peeps!
Bill, Emily, Kpac, Kelly Young, Kelly Batman, Brianna, Alyssa K (akay), Amber, Christian?, Panda?, Andrew (bro)?, Hannie,, Hugh?, Juice!, Kelsey, Nikki, Sarah Nem, Sarie micpoos, and Cory.
I have too many ppl to hang with, i want to be busy tho.

well imma go now.
see ya soon byee<3

i want to be in love again. i want the feeling of happiness.
like the movies: the notebook, crazy/beautiful, a lot like love...etc.

i miss you, i miss you so bad.

i am an addict, and i will always be that way.

cocaine...

he's a cocanine addict. FML. god this sucks.

WHY DO I ALWAYS FALL FOR THE STONERS?!

what to do?

well i have some home work. i have been lately, shockingly.

i have some love interests:+)
finally!

in my english class--> i think this kid named Shane is cute and not Shane T. i mean he's cute too but I'm talking about the other Shane... i really wish i wasn't attracted to him because he's an asshole and a compulsive liar. and he's a stoner.

in my photo class--> i think this kid named Gary is adorable! he's nice-ish. today, he asked me for help:+) what a cutie. he is on probation for drugs. therefore he is a stoner.

around the hallways--> i see this young looking Spanish guy. and he's short and good looking and ALWAYS SO SAD LOOKING. it's so depressing:+( he's got his lip and the back of his neck pierced. (eww the neck freaks me out!) but anyways. his name is Anthony. and i talked to him for the first time yesterday:+) what happened was: Emily wasn't at school yesterday:+(, so my friend Christian came up to me before SS and i saw Anthony walking down the hallway and i asked Chris if he knew him and he does... i was like he looks so sad all the time. so Chris called him "Fez" and was like my friend wants to talk to you! so i was like omg! OMG! :+) so i said why do you look so sad all the time?! why don't you smile?! and he gave this HUGE BEAUTIFUL SMILE to me and said "why would i want to smile in this place?" and he chuckled:+) and after seeing that gorgeous smile, the world was all at peace. lol. gorgeous gorgeous gorgeous:+). so then Christian and Anthony were talking for a sec and i said "what are you?!" Anthony: "what do you mean what am i?" me: "what are you!?" he started to say Peruvian, and Chris was like wait aren't you Puerto Rican? and he's like "ohh yeah wow idk how i just forgot that." lol CUTIEEEE<3 so then i was like imma peace out and i wiggled between them both like an eel and said peace. then Chris yelled BYE and i said bye and yelled again Bye Gab! and then Anthony yelled BYE:+)
in the past i have ask LaSARAh if she knew who he was cause he had hung around her group of friends and she said yeah... she went to Catholic school with him when they were little childs:+) and she told me that i don't want to be with him cause he's a pot head. GREAT. i don't care anymore. at all. EVERYONE DOES POT! SO WHY SHOULD I CARE?!
so i have to grow a pair and start talking to him more and stuff:+)
cause i am totally interested:+)

so while was sick i kept thinking about Cory, but Cory is in juvie, do i really want to deal with that? i don't know, but HOPEFULLY something will come of this Anthony thang:+)

oh and have ya noticed that i always seem to fall for the stoners? Ugh i guess that states the saying “opposites attract.”

gotta go.. later

why?

why do my friend's dads aways die? i feel so bad for each of them, and i am so scared that my dad is going to pass soon.

I'm sorry for all your loses.

people

really piss me off sometimes.

erin lux: one CORY IS NOT IN REHAB! HE'S IN JUVIE!
two: YOU ARE A DUMB BITCH THAT TELLS EVERY ONE'S BUSINESS TO OTHER PEOPLE!
three: I PITY YOU, YOU STUPID CUNT!

okay i feel better now:+)

lol uhm yeah so officially we are moving back to our normal home--thank god.

i applied to 5 colleges last night! :+) YAY ME!
i am so tired.

i really wanna hang with Kelsey this weekend:+)

okay I'm hungry too:+( no food! Ahhh

byeee

at the hotel...

and i digging it.
kinda bored atm tho eh..
there's a pool and hot tub, so i was all over that shit man.

i miss my friends. i haven't really talked or hung out with anyone lately.

okay today once again i called Jose. no answer. it's w.e i guess I'll just have to deal with the fact that i am a failure when it comes to men... lolz I'm so hard on myself. great.

uhm yeah btw sorry Genna, if me and Emily pissed you off. it's just that we kinda think it's creepy to just show up at some one's house randomly when you barely hang with them normally even tho you talked to him all the time... sorry babyjew.

uhm also i kinda applied to colleges, Temple and Holy Family, it's really exciting:+)

alright gonna go now bye.
nighttttt

im kinda pissed. actually, im really pissed.
im sorry im really tired of it. and blank is annoyed of it.
i feel like im being treated like shit, when i know i do nothing wrong.
lame.
w/e if you wanna be that way, be that way.

uhm, so i called Jose today, in 4th pd and got caught but i got my phone back at the end of the period. so it's cool:+)
uhm, he wasnt at my complex when i got home, so my mom was like call him,
he didnt answer:+(
what a bummer it's okay tho<3

i could never be mad at him, even tho he lied to be once about being a smoker...
lolz.

kay thanks bye

im in school again....

and yesterday morning, Emily told me that Brandon said that Cory was put into an institution....
soo, while I had Shakespeare yesterday, i asked Sean what really happened....
Brandon tends to exaggerate Cory’s experiences. so Sean told me that Cory was on probation....
and he had to take 3 drug tests, he failed all of them... no surprise there... ha.
so he has been sent to juvi for 45 days.

i don’t even know how to feel toward this.
i mean i know it's not my problem.
but while i was sick and i really don’t care now that people may know that i had the regular flu and swine flu (at the same time) !
i could’t help but think "what if?" seriously what if me and Cory got back together?
what would happen and stuff?
so i was gonna ask him to hang when i got back to school.
now that he's not here, i don’t even have the chance.
great. i feel fucking great.

anywhos more good news:
I GOT JOSE'S NUMBAHH<3333333
YAY!
gotta go now cause i have to go to gymm love yaa byee<3

in school

i really have to catch up on school work, but im bored in Shakespeare class. im with bee she's sexc hayyyyyyyyy.

alrighttt mr. boffa is the shitt yeoo.

imma goo nowww byeeeeeeeeee

my baby<3^^

wow...

my last blog was pretty upsetting.

well i've been sick, very sick that i thought i was dying. i seriously felt like my head was on fire.

okay so i've been watching like a billion movies and i am in love with Jim Sturgess<3

okay imma talk more later byeee

i swear...

that my mother truly hates me. she secretly wishes i was dead.

maybe i should get hit by a car; so hard, that i won't live from the damage.
and then she won't have anyone to yell at for being a fuck up and the biggest disappointment in her life.
and then i wont have to worry about college anymore.

and she can be alone. all alone.
just like me, and the way i am with my depression.

talking to matt on the phone...

well i just got off the phone now.
i seriously probably will end up with him again...soon.
omg I'm so lame if i do cause he's such a playaa lol
and soo god damn hott!
damn Puerto Ricans... lolz

uhm anyways so yeah staying at Bee's was kinda bad,
considering that fucking Dan was there almost the whole time i was.
i hate him. yes, hate. but anyways i feel so poor and shitty around Bee. she brings me down sometimes. i feel bad saying this but it's the truth. I'm not jealous of her or anything but she treats me like shit sometimes.

anyways i went to therapy last Thursday and it was a really good session.
we talked about Bee, and Cory and Dan and all this stuff.
and i have come to realize that i hate being in large groups, i have really bad anxiety.
i get all nervous and shit, it sucks.
but i guess shit happens.

uhm, i joined dance team, it's so much fun! i feel like i suck but apparently i don't
yay!
i made chants also, the singing group you have to try out for to make it! I'm so happy!

uh... hmm... i have more to type.. but i cant think atm...
ohh i know...

Bee had a party-thing (like 5 people showed) and i got drunk and accidentally spilled shit on her keyboard and i couldn't calm down... i called Hannie and i called Cory and they both tried to help me. I'm shocked that Cory picked up his phone, but he did it felt good talking to him, i miss him...UGH. Bee flipped shit on everyone, after i left. it's w/e tho it happens. i owed her $50, she only took $20, she must have realized that it wasn't completely my fault... so yeah.
i guess that's what has been going on with me and her.


alright TONIGHT, i am applying to colleges!

i am so hungry right now.
imma go bye.

hmmm....

today, i feel good but then again i also feel depressed (as always).

but i feel good because i joined the dance team and it was SO much fun!
i really enjoyed myself today! it's a great work out!

yesterday i was really pissed off and i still am. yesterday in gym class that fucking prick john c, wrote "slut" all over Emily's book bag. i was SO pissed after he walked away all sly and shit.
what an asshole! and today when i was dancing he was like "where's Gabbi?!" i swear to god, if that boy says anything about me or Emily, I'm seriously making her go to the office. cause it's really pissing me off and probably upsetting her. i just want to punch him so bad!

alrighty, so also Hannie is the shit yeo. i love her and i want to help her as much as she needs it.
today i hung with Sarah Nem, she's so much fun!

and also i saw my baby 2 times today:+) sexc sexc.
lolz.

anyways... i still don't know what is going on with this Cory shit,
I'm so confused and i want the answers. uhm today i kept catching him glance at me with those little damn puppy dog eyes. and i just melted inside. i hate my life. i don't know what i want.
well i do. sorta.

i really want him to stop his drug use and i want him back the way i know him. i do so bad, god I'm making myself sick to my stomach. I'm done talking about this.

HELP ME PLEASE.

actually i really wanna pick "CH's" toe lol
jkayy not rly but w/e

alright i have to go pack for Brianna's house.
I'm staying there cause her parents are going out of town. wonder how this will go...
all i know is i have to be with her and Dan tomorrow.
kill me now.

bye.

i need to get this off my chest...
i can NOT stand Dan m, because of what he did to bee.
and i don't understand why bee STILL talks to him.
it's so fucked up.
i honestly don't give two shits about Dan, he tried talking to me today and i just ignored him.
he is such a scumbag.
fuck him seriously.
he is a lying piece of shit. and i don't understand why he's such a prick!

god, i hate assholes.

speaking of assholes...
i haven't really been talking to Cory...
so i have no idea what the other day was about...
it really weirds me out.
i don't know.
eh.

okay so i have no plans tonight and I'm homework free,
i guess I'll be doing college stuff! yippy.. jkay
uhm i am so scared of this college crap and it bothers me when i think about it so much!
Ahhhhh

well i guess I'll go.
see ya later.

kellyy pacini....

i miss you to death!

and i seriously hope that you feel better with that mono poop:+(

any who's i have so much hw lately ughhh

i hate psych so much! i hate hate hate it!

and plus today this girl was talking shit on me about how I'm so obnoxious ... and she's all nice to my face.

bitch!

w/e

gtg bye.

russian

accents are soo cool lol.

any ways... so yesterday was a little strange...
in study hall I'm sitting next to Dan w. and he was like
"i smell weed..." and i was like
"omg i smell it too! i think it's that kid down there... hey you did you smoke weed this morning?"
Alex: "nah you guys smell cigarettes.."
Dan and i: "oh okay"
Dan: "oh btw Alex, this is Cory's ex girl friend"
me: "do you really have to refer to me as Cory's ex?..."
Alex: "omg no way! you're Cory's ex?"
me: "yeah we dated for like ever and forever ago.."
Alex: "you guys should go back out!"
me: "uhm why? that's a little weird... i mean we just started being friends again... cause we have 8th pd together everyday... and we got close last year then we stopped talking again...and now we're cool again..."
Alex: "oh that's cool! but seriously you guys should go back out!"
Dan: "yeah you should..."
me: "uhm well the reason why we didn't work out before was cause he was getting heavy in drugs and my grandma ODed and i just couldn't handle it back then.. but i mean i have totally different views now.. and i don't care because it's his life.. ya know.... but i don't know..."
Alex: "ohh okay so imma go hook you guys back up...."
me: "haha nah I'm good"
Alex: "well i still think ya should..."
*Alex goes and gets breakfast*
me: "Dan, do you think it'd be weird if Cory and i went back out?"
Dan: "not really..."

so yeah then after 3rd...i usually see Cory and say hi or whatever... and i told him... he was all flirty and shit too....
so he was just like "hmm yeah..." and shrugged his shoulders.

so now i have no idea what is going on. and it seriously sounds like they talk about me in gym class or whatever... I'm so confused once again! and i have no idea what to do about any of this!
i cant stop thinking about it... and the sad thing is that i still don't have the slightest bit of butterflies or anything... this makes me so lost in everything! god this sucks!

and also yesterday i tried out for chanticleers and i choked on sight reading... it's w/e tho.
after tryouts, father picked me and Sarie up and we went to friendlys and yeah i had a really fun time:+)

I'm failing psych. i hate that class.

today Sarah nem and i hung out like all day, she is so much fun! i love that girl!

that's all for today.
later.

haaaaaaaaaaa

dude im going to the football game tonight... kinda pumped!
wanna know why?!
CHRIS MIGHT BE THERE!:+)
YEEAHHH! he is sooo cute! i love him! jkay

so I'm on the phone with Hannie and she said some dude named Billy from Canada is trying to knock out a lion.
that makes me think of gold lion.
heck yeah!

LOVE AND SEXC MAGIC AHH.

i feel amazing.
i like touching myself with a rake! good! good! good! good! good!

speaking of good... Cory Goodman is finally no longer a feeling:+)
well sorta... there will always be feelings but
when i went to the synagogue, we talked, we flirted, and in my tummy there were NO butterflies, and i felt good afterwards. i didn't feel sad or felt like i was missing him, i mean i do miss him as a friend
but we are friends, now. we've been hugging and stuff.
so yeah.

anyways i was also gonna hang out with Matt. but we didn't.
so yeah i don't know what's going on there.

and also therapy last night has proved how negative i am and i don't even notice it.
grand and i told her about the Cory thang and uhm... she was like "look you're finally healing!"

talk about SCREAM.

yeahhh soo imma go finish doing my hair cause i need to look sexc for my man! mmmhmm haha jkayy

byeee

hold me tight...

across the universe<3
i love love love that movie and all the music! ahhhh
okay so tomorrow I'm having a birthday party.
just a small thing.
i really can't wait to hang with all the peoples:+)

alright so, i have a crush...:+)
it is sooo exciting!
his name is Chris.
i only like him for his looks right now and i heard some good and bad things about him from people and I'm hoping that Angela will hook us up:+)
cause i would like to get to him before believing other people about him.
he has GORGEOUS eyes and he's extremely tall.
I'm not really into tall guys but who knows.
maybe something can come of this.

BTW, Matt has been calling me lately, it's a little weird. but w/e
it's cool.

ohh and also on Monday or Sunday ( i have to talk to Genna-Jew) i will be going to her synagogue and I'm so excited.

let's keep this weekend on a good note<3

byebye

finally

the apartments took the squirrels out of my wall! there was 4 of them, they had to kill them all
:+(
i don't like that but i guess it had to be done.

yeah so i have a severe sweating issue, i don't know how to fix it.

dude yesterday was amazing. billshelley and kellybatman/pope: i love you guys! you made my day! i cant wait to go back down to Philly again with ya's. and i thought those drunk guys were HILARIOUS! OMGG LOL BAHAHHA

in therapy last week i have come to realize that, no matter how many friends i have and
how much family i have, i still feel extremely alone.
i hate feeling this way.
depression really does take a toll on people's lives.
i hate it so much.
i wish i was happy, i mean i felt good over the summer, but now, not so much...
i don't know if it's school or the people there, it's just that i am so unhappy.
i don't enjoy this.

today is panda's birthday, i have come to find that he is whipped. it kinda makes me feel bad for him.
but he desperately wanted a girl friend and he finally got one.
hope it makes him happy.

BTW i cant stop saying the word "nigger" when i honestly can't stand that word.
i feel like an ignorant person when i say it.

ohhhmygod i forgot to tell ya that i almost stranggled some freshman today! i hate them even if im friends with them! they get in my way, and i need to move their sorry asses, and they push me around like im one of them! I DONT THINK SO! so i push back and curse them off so bad.

i have also come to conclusions that, i finally have learned how to ignore things that bother me--in a good way too!
it's the greatest feeling.

but one thing i seem unable to ignore, are my feelings for him.
and i can't stand it.

sickypoo...(9/19/09)

eh I'm so sick again.
I'm really tired. and i don't feel good.
I've been wanting to blog but just don't make the time for it:+(

i have animals stuck in my wall and it's sad and the apartments won't do shit about them:+(

I'm having issues with my princess of a best friend.
sometimes she really is stuck up and i cant help but say that.
like last night i had an emergency and she "couldn't" take me home because she didn't know how to get back to Connor's house.
well too bad. YOU told me you would take me home when i needed to be home.
and you fucking didn't.
Sean Dooley took me home instead and I'm not trying to talk shit but seriously, the world does not evolve around you!
and I'm so tired of it.
i feel bad for you but then again i feel bad for myself.
and now i know how colleen felt and i should have really listened to her.
and i know I'm not friends with colleen any more but god, she never treated me the way the princess does.

Jesus.

god i need to take a nap.
NOW.

bye.

today is my 17th b.day...

cant believe i made it this far :+)

i love this b.day it's a good one.

I'll write more later.

i gotta do some hw eh..byeeess

depression

has come back to haunt me.
i swear it's that school.
god i honestly hate school.
i swore to myself that i was going to be more positive.
i mean I'm trying but not my best.
i finally think I'll be out of math tomorrow though.

one thing right now i cant stand is that i don't have a printer...
well at least it's not hooked up right now.

ugh, so i cried today, didn't think i was going to, but i did.
maybe i needed too? i don't know, only my conscious knows. Lol

uhm... so yeah i feel terrible about the working men, Mark and i need to lay low for a about a week or so.
god how can i stay away from Jose for so long? lol
jkay.
but i mean i can always keep in touch with Carlos (Emily's man haha) on myspace or facebook.
mom doesn't seem to mind that i have him as a friend, it makes me feel good:+)

i need some new musica
i need to make some playlists.

another thing is, CT...
i feel so weird that i have a class with him ya know?
i mean i really do want to be friends and cool again.
maybe Angela will help with that.
she's such a sweetie, too bad i very much dislike one of her bffs.

she's a big nosed bitch.

kay well imma see my dad tomorrow.
I'm kinda excited about it, maybe because i really want a relationship with him.
and i haven't seen him since his birthday (Aug 13th) jezze that's forever ago:+(

i typed so much just now lol.

i think im gonna take a bath.
byebye<3

where to start?
jezze.
well i finally got Internet back, I'm so happy about that! thank you ed!
I've been hanging with mark like non-stop... I'm getting kinda tired of it no offense Marky.

i love Emily Flynn.
i hate high school lol.

Jose, Carlos, and Hernesto got in trouble. it's pretty beat.
i miss them all.

kellyyyylippayyyimisshertoo<3

imma go.

wake the dead

i started school, i had an anxiety attack the first day. grand.

i miss Jose.
I'll talk about that another day...

i had to move.

i don't have a computer atm:+(

Cory is in my SS class. LOVELY.

and some sophomores wanna have sex with me...LOL

i love mark right now.

i feel so horrible.

im so embarrassed..

Jezze, Yvette told Jose about me liking him….
And now I feel like he was just kidding and shit.
But he was like she’s 16…yada…and I was like imma be 17 next month (sep)
And Yvette was like well just get with that shit…
She doesn’t seem to mind the age difference.

HOLY SHIT MAN.

So maybe it wasn’t a joke. But who knows?
Only Jose, I guess.

Kay bye.

now jump up, lets get krazyy!

ayo papi!
soo Jose, this 24 year old that's working on my house...
wants to ask me out.
this makes my life
a billion times better than it's ever been.
OMGGG HE'S SOO GOOD LOOKING<33

I'll write more later skater.

Aggravation.

i seriously have a bad amount of aggravation.
if ya don't know what it means, look it up dude.

I'm sorry you're a frick'in spoiled princess and i made other plans.
deal with it. you've ditch before too.
and i don't want your mom bitching about how
you always have to give me a ride.
I'm sorry that my mother has to work 2 jobs and
i can never get a effing ride.
and i cant help it that your mom is a stay home mother
for 4 frick'in dogs!

Jesus.

i am aggravated.
piss off.


effing school soon too.

BILL SHELLEY IS HACKZORIN DIS JAWN.


Clearly Gabbi loves Bill Shelley more than life itself.
BUT SHE WON'T HANG OUT WITH HIM.

BECAUSE SHE'S A JERK AND A POOPFACE AND WON'T TALK TO HIM.
esscuse me, everyone says duh.


with love,
bay shay <3


PS stop pooping.
PPS Jay Hernandez is coming to your house.

today is...

defiantly a better day:+)

I'm waiting for Mark to come over...
i have no idea what we're going to do...
cause my house is so boring.
but i need to clean and pack some more...

anywhos...

i really, really, really want to hang with Emily, Kelly, and Genna
before summer is over.
dude, i really want my schedule too.

oh my god, I'm so impatient.

today I'm talking to a new kid that's coming to our high school,
I'm listening to some of his raps they're really, really good:+)

here's a link...
if ya wanna listen to one<3
http://www.babulous.com/357758/newarks_finest_Letter_to_Eddie__Final_Uncut____/content.jhtml

imma go now,
have a good day byee<3

i wanna finish...

1. the summer off happily.
2. and i want to finish at least one more book.
3. i want some sleep overs asap.
4. i want to not be tired the first day of school.
5. i want to hang out with the people i wont normally see before summer is over.
6. and i want answers.

I'm tired of trying to find my feelings.
i feel confused and lost.
and i want answers to my confusion.
it bugs me ya know?

and i want to stop thinking that everything is okay with him...
b/c it's not! it's not at all.
he's a crack head (literally)... and i feel like it's my fault,
that i never said "no" or "stop" enough, but the truth is that i said it too much.
and i know it's not my fault that he snorts coke.
and I'm just happy that he made it to his 17th birthday today.

and i wish he never thought that none of his ex girlfriends wouldn't care if he died...
because if anyone would care, it'd be me... I'd probably would cry more than i have in my life.

because i feel like i don't have feelings for him anymore... but the truth is that I'll always have feelings for him and he has made a HUGE impact on my life.

happy birthday ct.
hope it's a good one<3



this isn't the only confusion i have though.
Matt is confusing the shit out of me.
and i just wanna ignore it but i cant.
eh.

i seriously am addicted to this song...

i feel sick.
i feel bad.
and i have confusion on my brain.
i have pity for him.
and i have regret for him.
i dont understand anything that i am feeling.
i need to stop.

jello

top to the night to ya.

i am sitting next to emily flynn right now and i love her to death.

some random things have occurred in my life recently.

i dont know if i should be come friends again.

emily says yes...but he's a player and a poop head

okay well i thank you emily elizabeth flynn for showing me how to work dis blog hommie<3

i love you.

okay see ya soon bye.

bill shelley...

has a nice room, it's clean
and we're listening to 2 different songs right now.
tis nice.
i love emily, i found her blog and decided to make one also:+)

kinda have no idea what to write atm, i need to go to therapy soon.
no cash is very soothing. i love them, they calm me down. it's nice.

well gonna go now, bye.