Wednesday, October 7, 2009

russian

accents are soo cool lol.

any ways... so yesterday was a little strange...
in study hall I'm sitting next to Dan w. and he was like
"i smell weed..." and i was like
"omg i smell it too! i think it's that kid down there... hey you did you smoke weed this morning?"
Alex:
"nah you guys smell cigarettes.."
Dan and i:
"oh okay"
Dan: "oh btw Alex, this is Cory's ex girl friend"
me: "do you really have to refer to me as Cory's ex?..."
Alex:
"omg no way! you're Cory's ex?"
me: "yeah we dated for like ever and forever ago.."
Alex: "you guys should go back out!"
me:
"uhm why? that's a little weird... i mean we just started being friends again... cause we have 8th pd together everyday... and we got close last year then we stopped talking again...and now we're cool again..."
Alex: "oh that's cool! but seriously you guys should go back out!"
Dan: "yeah you should..."
me: "uhm well the reason why we didn't work out before was cause he was getting heavy in drugs and my grandma ODed and i just couldn't handle it back then.. but i mean i have totally different views now.. and i don't care because it's his life.. ya know.... but i don't know..."
Alex: "ohh okay so imma go hook you guys back up...."
me: "haha nah I'm good"
Alex: "well i still think ya should..."
*Alex goes and gets breakfast*
me: "Dan, do you think it'd be weird if Cory and i went back out?"
Dan: "not really..."

so yeah then after 3rd...i usually see Cory and say hi or whatever... and i told him... he was all flirty and shit too....
so he was just like "hmm yeah..." and shrugged his shoulders.

so now i have no idea what is going on. and it seriously sounds like they talk about me in gym class or whatever... I'm so confused once again! and i have no idea what to do about any of this!
i cant stop thinking about it... and the sad thing is that i still don't have the slightest bit of butterflies or anything... this makes me so lost in everything! god this sucks!

and also yesterday i tried out for chanticleers and i choked on sight reading... it's w/e tho.
after tryouts, father picked me and Sarie up and we went to friendlys and yeah i had a really fun time:+)

I'm failing psych. i hate that class.

today Sarah nem and i hung out like all day, she is so much fun! i love that girl!

that's all for today.
later.

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